Another Christmas without you. The last one. I miss you so much !
I hope your day was peaceful. Life is so hard this way.
You in prison, I still cannot believe this is happening.
Your mom loves you no matter what .
May God keep you safe and strong and watch over you always.
That is great that Jared will be home next year for Christmas. I can't really focus on when David will be home. It's too hard. So I focus on the blessings that we do have. The phone, the mail, he has a job, his dad, grandma and brother are near him, and visit him often. Even though he has 25-life, he has a great attitude, and that's what keeps me going. I do still have bad days. Days I can't leave the house, due to panic attacks, but those are fewer than they were 4 years ago. We just carry on, one day at time, and love unconditionally. May you have a good 2014, and give yourself permission to be happy.
ReplyDeleteSincerely, Sandra Beals M.I.S.S
Thanks Sandy. Happy New Year to you, too. It is great your son has so many near him who he can get visits from. Stay strong . This has been the hardest most heart wrenching thing I ever had to go through. I have not seen my own son in almost 4 years. I will say he has accomplished a lot while there, graduated from several Faith Based programs, earned his GED, he is in plumbing school now, he reads a lot, plays chess, exercises. His days are planned to keep very busy. He hasn't been in one fight and has never complained once. I miss him so much and sometimes it just hits me how long it has been since I have seen him.
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