Last night, Christmas Eve, it was harder than I thought, you being in prison on Christmas. I won't see you next Christmas either or the next or the next. This is hard. I miss you. I wish this wasn't real. I want you out of there and there is nothing I can do . I feel so sad, for you, for me and for your sister and brother who are growing up while you are in there. I am also mad as hell you couldn't control your your actions ,that we all suffer one way or the other because of those actions. It is going to be the longest 3--4 years of my life. I love you, you are my son and I will always be here to support you, this is not the life I planned for you when I held you as an infant and swore I would never let any harm come to you, that I would love you forever.........this is not the life I chose for you.
Christmas blessings of peace and hope to you .
Christmas blessings of peace and hope to you .
Love, Mom
To all the moms who also have sons in prison, I wish you peace today, to have just a few treasured sweet moments when all seems alright with the world. A chance that we may smile and laugh and just forget, for a moment that our sons are not with us but in the worse place they could possibly be, prison.
To all the wonderful, supportive moms and parents here, you are not alone. Across the miles there are many moms in the same place you are who have sons in the same place as your son.
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