Thursday, April 19, 2012

Dear Jared......I wrote you another letter tonight.....

We went through some tough times, ups and downs but no matter what, you are always my son, my firstborn, the light of my life. Nothing in this world made me happier than the moment you were born.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

I was happy to get your letter yesterday and glad you are okay.
I miss you so much.

Friday, April 6, 2012

Another day has come and gone without a letter....

It's been a month since I have heard from you.
I am miserable and just pissed off at everything all the time, this has changed my life, I will never be at peace.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

This was the initial mug shot....

My heart just broke when I was told you were arrested and I did a search and this picture stared at me on the computer. You look alone and scared. I miss you so much.

I haven't heard from you in weeks......


Love, Mom

Monday, March 26, 2012

Most of the time we are not really aware of the colours around us. After enjoying a pleasant walk, we probably return home feeling refreshed and invigorated, but are unlikely to think about the effects the different colours we saw created in us. Colours possess healing qualities. Mother Nature shows them to us every day in great abundance..Red in a sunset provides energy and enthusiasm. Orange provides balance. Green provides healing as well as growth..Yellow enhances intellect..violet helps us to make contact with our souls..That is why so many of us just by looking at a beautiful sunset feel so uplifted and feeling good..



The human spirit needs places where nature has not been rearranged by the hand of man...



Believe in yourself. Doubt is based on fear. Fear can cause you to lose confidence in your strengths. When you have lost confidence you are allowing unwanted energies to attack your aura. Anger also brings in doubt and fear. When you are angry you are giving energy to what has already made you angry. This actually gives the source of more power over you. When you give into anger you begin to doubt which then brings you back to fear. Break free from any anger you hold within you and move foward to your destiny of peace...
Most people make the mistake of searching for happiness outside of themselves. That's a fundamental mistake. Happiness is something YOU are... and it comes from the way YOU think...

Just look at this beautiful picture.. Nature at her best... did you know that 'Colour' can heal? That each colour has its own vibrational energy that we absorb in our own auras and through our skin. Here is Nature with a mixture of colour... spread out like a blanket... healing everything that comes upon its beauty. For example blue is an excellent colour if you are feeling rushed by life and you value every second you can get for some peace and quiet. If you have a lot of chronic physical pain, the violet and purple will help to soothe you and may even reduce the amount of pain you are experiencing. We need to be grounded to the earth again... it is the earth's energy and colour that helps us to thrive and survive.



... and so another beautiful day is born... emcompassing us with the warmth of a brilliant sun in a cloudless blue velvety sky... I chose this photo because to me it signifies those four C's. They are Curiosity, Confidence, Courage and Constancy... the greatest of all though is Confidence. When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable.
Every new day, we h...ave an opportunity to move forward toward making our dreams a reality. Are there any special dreams that any of you out there long to fulfill? What do you aspire for most of all? Our ability to dream and to pursue our heartfelt passions is one of our greatest gifts. So have confidence in yourselves and do not underestimate all you can achieve.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Mom,
I just recieved your letter and I want you to know I'm going to be okay doing my time . I want you to be strong for me and I will be strong for you.I have less than three years to go and I'm going to keep myself busy in programs, faith based,ged and vocational programs. I also have a workout routine that I do everyday. I'm going to use my time in prison to better myself mentally and physically. I'm going to be okay and I don't want you to worry so much about me . I want you to concentrate more on you and my brother and sister. I hope this letter will help dealing with me in prison so you don't worry so much . I will be okay. I will be fine. I will write you once a week to let you know how I am doing with myself and my programs. Say hi to my brother and sister for me and tell them that I love them and I will be home before you know it.
I love you all.
jared

Tuesday, January 31, 2012


I wrote you a letter last night, it seems like all I do is write you letters.It is all I have right now. I miss you Jared.