Thursday, November 28, 2013

My wayward son

My wayward son, my firstborn is in prison, this is the 3rd Thanksgiving without him . He is in Florida and I have not seen him since June 2010 . This has been one heck of a nightmare I never was prepared for . Just wishing him strong faith today and peace. Still My Son When he chooses to run away- He is still my son. When he chooses to curse at me- He is still my son. When he chooses to drop out of school- He is still my son. When he chooses to use alcohol and drugs- He is still my son. When he chooses to run with the wrong friends- He is still my son. If he gets locked up for his mistakes- He is still my son. A mother's love is unconditional. I'm learning this day by day. I birthed this son into the world and Have loved him all the way. The choices that he may decide to make, May seem like Greek to me. There will be more days to come, When we may never agree. I will continue to love and pray for him Until my life on earth is done. God gave this child to me and He will forever be-My Son!

Happy Thanksgiving Day

I wish you were here Jared.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Another Thanksgiving without you

This just sucks with sadness . I hate this. Holidays are so hard . I hate it that you are in prison. I never thought our lives would be like this. I love you Jared and I miss you so much. I thank God for keeping you safe and strong.