Jan. 1, 2014 The New Year has come !

HAPPY NEW YEAR JARED !

Well, 2014 is here. This is the year you get out. It has finally come. I love you and miss you more than you could ever know.

Merry Christmas, Jared !

Another Christmas without you. The last one. I miss you so much ! I hope your day was peaceful. Life is so hard this way. You in prison, I still cannot believe this is happening. Your mom loves you no matter what . May God keep you safe and strong and watch over you always.

My wayward son

My wayward son, my firstborn is in prison, this is the 3rd Thanksgiving without him . He is in Florida and I have not seen him since June 2010 . This has been one heck of a nightmare I never was prepared for . Just wishing him strong faith today and peace. Still My Son When he chooses to run away- He is still my son. When he chooses to curse at me- He is still my son. When he chooses to drop out of school- He is still my son. When he chooses to use alcohol and drugs- He is still my son. When he chooses to run with the wrong friends- He is still my son. If he gets locked up for his mistakes- He is still my son. A mother's love is unconditional. I'm learning this day by day. I birthed this son into the world and Have loved him all the way. The choices that he may decide to make, May seem like Greek to me. There will be more days to come, When we may never agree. I will continue to love and pray for him Until my life on earth is done. God gave this child to me and He will forever be-My Son!

Happy Thanksgiving Day

I wish you were here Jared.

Another Thanksgiving without you

This just sucks with sadness . I hate this. Holidays are so hard . I hate it that you are in prison. I never thought our lives would be like this. I love you Jared and I miss you so much. I thank God for keeping you safe and strong.

I miss you so much Jared

Just me, your mom turns 56 years old today!

No Matter what .....

You will always be loved. My firstborn .....I will do everything I can to get you there !

it's been a long day, we should be in a birthday mood right now with a cake and candles. You know me, a cake and candles and the Happy Birthday song is a must. Sad, you are not here. I miss you Jared.

Happy 27 TH Birthday. Jared

I have missed the last 3 birthdays. this has been a difficult journey. One year and 2 months left. I miss you so much and can't wait until this over. I am proud of everything you have accomplished while being in prison. For handling this so well and staying out of trouble. You have been a great source of encouragement and strength to me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARED

Gosh, it has been so long

Since I posted anything here. Life is busy and I write you once or twice every week. I am proud you have handled this so well right from day 1, You have continued to keep busy and making your time mean something. so far you have gotten 5 months knocked off the original sentence so instead of May 2015 it is now Nov 2014 ! Only one more Thanksgiving and Christmas there. Those holidays have been very hard for me to get through the past few years, I love you and I can't wait to see you again!

Happy Easter Jared

I miss you so much.