Dear Jared......I wrote you another letter tonight.....

We went through some tough times, ups and downs but no matter what, you are always my son, my firstborn, the light of my life. Nothing in this world made me happier than the moment you were born.

I was happy to get your letter yesterday and glad you are okay.
I miss you so much.

One day you will be okay....

HAPPY EASTER JARED, I MISS YOU !

Another day has come and gone without a letter....

It's been a month since I have heard from you.
I am miserable and just pissed off at everything all the time, this has changed my life, I will never be at peace.

This was the initial mug shot....

My heart just broke when I was told you were arrested and I did a search and this picture stared at me on the computer. You look alone and scared. I miss you so much.

I haven't heard from you in weeks......

Love, Mom